So. Auntie Val not well. And of course its infuriating. Because im cryign over the dumbest shit and being upset and completely ridiculous and GIRLY. FUCK THAT SHIT. Overslept today; woke up noon, after only writng *one* draft of this paper ive been trying to write since *monday*. WTF. Its a four page paper. of course i wrote more than that ( Read more... )

You, know, Im kind of feelign the title, but at the smae times other part so f me are screamign at me that escapsim is EVIl..btu those are the parts i want to be taken away from -.- Oh wekll, my problems. i deal; i get stornger; honestly i need to do somethign with all this strength..i swear im goign to save the world some day XD And be prepared ( Read more... )

Went to my gyno again today. -.- So appaerntly all my blooodwork and cultures nand evrythign cmae back -- NORMAL. There isnt even a hormonal problem like we thought there was -- NOTHING. So he looked agian. And guess what, its coming from my cervix -.- Which means its something insane in my uterus -.- Which means i now need a hystoscopy..or ( Read more... )

konna ni jiyou ni natte
watashi-tachi nani o suru no darou?
I became this way because of my own will,
What should we do now? ("Getsuyou no Asa")

I have so much work. I should be enjoying it. But I'm not. ( damn )

Yes, anboyher fabulous night ahead of me ( Read more... )

Andrew's explanation of my problems "Maybe your vagina is haunted?" THAT IS SO WIN ( Read more... )

Um..yesterday was ( WEIRD )

Yay T_T So, I've been on new pill for liek...3 days, and ..and .,.there is..improvement ~squuee~ I still have discharge...but now..It doenst *smell*. And there seems to be less. I hope this is a trend XD~ In other news, finished my descartes paper...I hope its good..but at the very leaast I know itll be at *least* B range?? Aiiya T_T Um... ( Read more... )

So..went to my gyno. Its a hormonal problem. He switched my pill, and took great gouts of blood from me T_T Resulting in ber nausea and me almost passing out...and I;m not exactly *frail*...but they took a lot of blood. Hes runnign liek, a billion tests on my blood >.> Which is good, because I need to know whats worng. Ate breakfast with my ( Read more... )

Yup. Its ma birthday. Gyno appt in...7 and a half hours. paper due in about 30. I...do not like the atheist geometer. Descartes either. They need to play nice. And not make my life miserable. Well, my professor read my thing and gave me feedback, sort of which makes me happy ^^ ...but now, *fixing* my piece of crap...will be quite the task ( Read more... )